Over-Pressuring Myself

Yes, I over pressure myself.  I was watching a live stream and I had a conversation about video games and yeah, I was using Video games as a way to over pressure myself.  I'm just laughing at myself right now, as I write this blog post.  That is my tendency to over pressure myself.  So, I was wanting to live stream my video game content and I was consuming content on "How to be the Best Twitch/YouTube Streamer."  And man, I was over doing it...