I gave up on myself

Yes, I have giving up!  I gave up trying to live my will on my terms and just give it over to Jesus and Him Alone.  I have been trying to fight it over the course of over 4 years or so.  Finally I have given up on myself and gave it over to Jesus completely.  I have been a Christian since I was about 14 but there were parts of my life that I didn't want to give up control over my life.  Politics was an idol which turned into philosophy.  Now, I'm completely sold for what ever Jesus wants to do in my life.  If Jesus wants me to be in Minnesota for the rest of my life so be it.  If he wants me to go overseas so be it.  Jesus is finally taken complete control over my life.  

Lesson:
Just give up! And turn to Jesus.  Jesus will take care of you, make the best decision that you can make at that time and just let Jesus take care of you.  I'm just trying to save all you guys some hard lessons of life that I have learned over the 9 years I have been in Minnesota.  I don't want (and still don't want to be in Minnesota).  But I have given up control, I'm at peace with Jesus wanting me to be here in Minnesota.  What ever is in your life, give it up to Jesus.  I hope and pray that this lesson would be for those who are in my situation that has some idols in one's life or trying to live according to one's own life not what Jesus wants.  How do I know Jesus wants me in Minnesota?  He gave me a really nice job and a really nice church that I love.  

In Christ Alone,

Terence Shane Kruger Jr.